The Magician

As above so below. You are a conduit that turns energy into matter, you are in control of the four suites. Everything you need to bring forth your dreams and goals you have in your possession, you have more control and power over your life than you might think. Once you change your perception your universe starts to change too. 

Clear Quartz - Clarity and Amplification

I am resourceful

I put in the effort

I take responsibility as I move forward.

The sweetness of life flows through me and I radiate its joy.

Listen to Name it Claim it - Clark Sisters

The Sun

Everything is in full bloom. You weathered the winter, bask in the warmth, love and light your are surrounded by. Embrace all of life, each season has its purpose, dance a little looser free, karaoke badly to Whitney Houston, smell the flowers, text your best friend about a new Jay Z fascination phase. As the fog lifts the sun makes everything clear. 

Blue Kyanite - High Vibrational 

I set clear boundaries for my own behaviour
I cultivate strong will by being true to myself.

I use my willpower to accomplish my daily tasks, spiritual goals and encourage uplifting thoughts in myself. 

My will is strong and my mind is clear. 

Listen to Sally I Can See You - Kimbra

Something kinda oh

I look back fondly to the younger versions of me, each one, at every point growth. I look back at her ignorance and innocence, the misplaced glimmer of hope, the good intentions behind some of her actions.

It is because of her I am where I am,  as I read her words I see someone who knew she was looking for something, she didn’t know what it was but was certain she would know it if she found it. Empty, yet unsure what the right fuel was or if it existed. None of it made it sense but everyone did it so she just had to keep pushing, the insanity of it all. 

I applaud her for laying the foundation on which I build myself, I thank her for asking the questions, not always to the right people, I see now they in their own rights were the right people I needed to learn from. 

Smile and laughter rooted in my belly because she dared to plant a seed. I am glad the occasional watering turned into a thing. 

Her discovery of the beauty in imperfection sparked the spark that sparked the spark that birthed me. Her attempts at trying to articulate the distrust of ‘things’ and inability to stop once she had an idea in her mind.
Even though consistency wasn’t always a concept for our brave heroine, all her energy spent on ensuring the facade would not slip.
I am glad she never stopped. 

Each lesson, each year bringing us closer and closer. I am proud to be a sum of such an awesome person. I fall in love each day with this person who bravely sought to find her truth, it is not easy, it is really really not easy, her perseverance led to light. 

I am proud of who I was yesterday. I am in love with who I am today. I am creating who I will be tomorrow. It’s a journey, one that I am glad I took. I acknowledge my awesomeness often and loudly enough for my descendants to hear me. I bask in the awesomeness and sweetness of a flower so rare unique, often purposely misunderstood but always beautiful. 

Another filler post. What matters is it’s sincere and I posted as per the previously agreed upon time. I must remember that the words that are the hardest to formulate are the sentences that must be said. I must remember that words are a tool, like all tools, must be handled with care. 

PS maybe I should use Grammarly more often.  

The Lovers

The more you understand yourself the more in love you fall with yourself, you are discovering that the world is yours and claiming your stake. You are in harmony with yourself and consciously creating relationships that add value and peace. 

Spend time around those that love you and see you in your fullness if you are going through it. You are attracting good fortune, take a well-calculated risk. 

Rose Quartz - Unconditional Love 

I give myself permission to enjoy all of the good things in life.
I embrace fun and joy in my life. 

I allow myself to experience and receive more pleasure in my life

I am receptive to activities and events that come my way. 

Listen to D'Angelo and The Vanguard - Really Love

Four of Wands

Your hard work and dedication is paying off, now is the time for you to step back and admire in pride and love whatever it is you have been working on. Celebrate the completion or progress of your project. Rest and pamper yourself you deserve it after all the work you have put in. 

 Green Aventurine - Opportunity

I have compassion for myself and those around me. I let go of

resentment from the past, and do not give my power away to those involved.
I forgive all my could haves and should-haves.

I practise listening, sharing, understanding and being of service. 

Listen to Brian Culbertson - The Journey

Three of Wands

You are a creator. You have the ability to create what your heart desires, your move from survival and trust in your intuition has revealed the fire energy you have. Unlike the birds and bees, you can harness your individuality and personal power to bring forth new realities.

Your support system has been established, you have the skills and toolkit necessary for the creative task at hand. The hard work is never in vain. 

Sunstone - Passion Excitement and Creativity. 

I am responsible for my own happiness and do not sacrifice it by rescuing and enabling others.

I choose not to be a martyr. I am not a rescuer 

I am do not assume others want my opinions or solutions to their life challenges

I take responsibility for my own happiness. 

Listen to Sampha the Great - Energy.

Queen Of Swords

You are not drawn to the glitter because you know all that glitters isn’t gold, truth is what you seek. 

Your intelligence and highly perceptive nature means you are able see things for what they are, you are comfortable with the contradictions in life and know that two seemingly contradictory facts can coexist. 

You clearly communicate your boundaries and call out those that choose to disregard these. You are not brutal with your honesty and take great care, compassion when you speak. Till fuckers wanna come wrong. 

You are fair and do not let emotions rule you. 

Sodalite - Communication 

I communicate openly and honestly to express my thoughts and feelings clearly.
I share my truth freely with integrity and without fear.
I aim to understand others and others.

I create space in my conversations for others to communicate with me. 

I enquire about other’s thought and feelings as listening to their truth can be uplifting

Listen to Talk To Me - Jill Scott.