Strength and courage

Strength and courage

You must remember man shall remain 
Ruled by desires
Desires are manipulatable 

Those desires will drive his need 
he has flaws 
and is flawed

Basically don't follow no man 

Integrity 
Follow your heart 
Do not let others manipulate your desires 
Fear not to go against the grain

Till It's Done (Tutu)

'I was never a baby' Amenadiel said, his human baby mother looked on bewildered.

As I watched Lucifer I thought of the numerous memories I feel I have no access to.

Sometimes I feel as though I came to be as adult, I know I went to school, college and university.

The few memories remaining regurgitated over and over, never knowing which part has been embellished to add more substance.

I don't know who I am because I don't know who I was. 

Like a bad hangover; I have only flashbacks I cannot trust.

Rebound off a surface

The silence ricocheted around the room

filled with people

The space between them and you steadily widening

Their enthusiastic smiles and nods falling short 
before they reach 

They speak of hope, light and whatever crap

Empty conversations and false pretences.

Snick

Release the pressure

just a lil tear 

let it sip out

Overflowing,

Overwhelming,

Go on

Let it leak

It will release the pressure, 

then you will be alright. 

Life

He found the elixir of life between your thighs 

and he drunk from it greedily, 

like the answers to all his questions will be found in the last drop

Do not let him consume all of you

for the answers YOU seek can be found within YOU.

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Free

be free
be yourself, you,
how do we expect ourselves to be free when we don't know we are in bondage
how do we expect to be ourselves when all we know is versions of ourselves projected onto us by others
where do we go to free ourselves
how do we project our true versions of us on our bodies.